Tuesday, July 21, 2009

dreams I love but want to stop having


Why do I keep have these dreams???? And they are not sex dream, but they are dreams about a wonderful men who love me and only me, and who go out of his way to get me and to make me happy. I mean he chess me Like I am the only woman that will ever matter to him , like he will do anything to get me and love me and make me happy. Like the dream I had tonight, in my dream this man gave up his life to be with me, me! his turned his whole world around to be with Towander, God I felt so loved in that dream. And what is sad about that is. . . . . . I never feel that way in real life. No one has ever loved me like that in my dream, well besides my mom, but no man has ever loved me so completely like that before, and it sad to me. So I wake up at 5 in the morning a little sad in the knowledge that I will never have that in real life. And I wish I could stop having dreams like that so I wont have to wake up to my real life, longing for my dream life.

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