cheater

Hi, it been a long time but I haven’t really had anything to say, till now. I have to talk this through so please bear with me. Well Friday I decided to go through me mans texts and I read something I wasn’t expecting to read. Some chick had texted him that she loved him and he text her back that he loved her too. I like what the fuck right. So when n=he got home I showed him the text and he gone tell me all his friends (women) texts him that and he tells all of them he loves them too. What the fuck!!!!!! For real!!!!! That shit aint cute. So I say okay well let me call her then since it’s like that. He didn’t know what to do with him self. I call the lady. And she goes on to tell me that she has been with him since May 8th of last year!!!!! So not only have you been cheating on me, but you have been cheating on me for over a year!!!! For real!!!!! Over a year right. She ask me who was I , I said I’m wiffy , she was shocked I told her that he lived with me she said she knew that but she thought we just lived together, but we were not together, what kind of shit is that. How the fuck did she aloud her self to believe that I will never know. Anyway he just set their looking stupid. And know I know what I should do. What I’m suppose to do, what my head is telling me to do. But my heart won’t let me do it. I have been with this man for 100 years!!! Not really but we have been together for 8 going on 9 years. So what do I do??????? He must pay!!!!! He said that it was just talk, but she said he was her man. But rather they talked or fucked a year is a year. How the fuck can you have a relationship with some chick for a year when you are suppose to be mine????? How???? I’ll tell you how, you don’t feel like your mine, I don’t wont a community man, I won’t my man. A man who loves only me, who wants only me, who needs only me. Is that to much to ask??? I don’t think it is. So that’s what I have been dealing with here as of late. No I have ended it with him, but I don’t know if I can go on with him knowing that I can trust him at all right now. Shit I just don’t know.