cut my hair , and then what ?????

I love my hair .but I’m the type of person who like to change thing up every now and then , and I can’t do that right now and it is fucking getting to me , like for real. I mean it’s a fro , or its . . . . . . . . . . . You guest it a fro . You know what I’m saying , I mean go back and look at it . There is nothing I can do with it right now and it is fucking killing me !!!!!!!! But there will be no turning back !!! None of that .