hay I did it !!!!!!!!

The hair is gone dog !!! Yes that right I went on and had it cut off . I am 100 % natural , yes people its all me !!! So let me tell you the story . . . . . . I decided in November that I was going to go natural , so I stop relaxing my hair so my new growth would start to come in , and what I had decided to do back then was let my hair grow till I had 2 to 3 inches of new growth then
I would go get all the relaxer cut out and that way I wouldn't be completely ball headed .

Well that shit was going to work out , and I realized
that when my shit stated to look really fucked up ,
I mean for real , for real . I took those braid out and there was nothing I could do with it !!!!!! So then I went through the teddies process of trying to strip the relaxer out !
( can you strip a relaxer out ??? You may ask. Hell no you can’t !!!!!) So at the beginning of March 2008 I decided to get it cut NOW ! Okay now the fucked up part happens !!!! I have made the deception to cut it right , just got to get some one to do it , right . Well how about I call around looking for someone to cut it for me , and every one I call say $45.00 !!!!!! To cut my fucking hair off !!! , are you fucking kidding me ???!!??? You have to be , but they wasn’t . Now I’ll thinking fucking fool would pay that much to get there hair cut off , not styled , not relaxed , not set ,or anything like that. I’m talking cut. You shitting me !!!!! Not yo girl . So today March 29 , 2008 I decided to call fantastic sams . . . . . . . . . . . $14.95 is what it cost !!!!!! And I Love

It !!!

frustration they name is Cassandra

I’m so sad . . . .
I haven’t had sex in 2 months !!!!!!!!!
Two months !!!!!
I miss the feel of dick !!!!!!!
I love my man , and I know he has some back problems , but dam !!!!
I know its wrong but I put sex and love together all the time , and for the most part I don’t have sex unless I have developed some feeling for a man . I need sex to show me that he find me desirable , you know ??? Cause yeah you love me but do you wont me ????? I’m going to always go out of my way to show you that I wont you , rather I’m sick or not . Do I wont him to hurt himself to make love to me , NO but damn show me some affection , shit !!!! I mean damn , we cant fuck , ok . There are all kinds of thing we can do that wont hurt your back . . . . . You don’t like kissing , well I do . And when we was fucking on the regular That was fine but now that I can’t get the dick ( fuck how I miss the dick ) but now that I cant get the dick cause your back is not right , you need to start giving some of those slow wet kisses that I need to show me you still wont me . Shit !!!!!!!!
Frustration that be my name. . . . ..

I am trying to learn how to do new thing on my page here so today I’m going to see if I con move a vid from you tube to here with no problem , I also wont to see how long it will take cause it takes for ever to up load something
From my computer to here so here we go .

Oh by the way has any one heard “I’m a beast “ It’s a new song by R.Kelly <>




I love her. . . . . . . . . . .








I hate Bush

Easter

Happy Easter to everyone , hope your day when really will. Mine didn’t go as I had thought it would . I didn’t leave the house but to get the paper ( it didn’t have anything in so I shouldn’t have went out and got it ) The kids and I just set around the house looking at TV and eating candy . . . . .




Check out our home videos .

my thoughts

I love to put my thought down on paper and come back and read them later to see what I was thinking last year or 3 years ago , cause you know what it is always subject to change . And I also love to video it too . So this page will have lots of vids and pic and talk , you know what ever I’m thinking .


I need to say it . . . . . .
Obama will be a the best one for the job !!!!!!

I answered a questioner for you tube and hre it is. . . .

come on and ride with me. . .

I tried to give you all a nice little rod trip but
something happen to my video
and i lost a lot of footage so I'm just going to
put on here what I was able to save and
it is what it is . . . .

My 36th Birth Day

Its my 36th b-day and I should be fucking happy right
but I'm not !!!!!! I feel so fucked up .
you know like shit !!!I mean for real for real
I mean like I just don't wont to be here !!
and when I say ,"I don't wont to be here ."
I mean I don't wont to be doing the things
I've been doing , or seeing the people I've
been see or moving the way
I've been moving !!!!!!!
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just
really feel moody as fuck!!!! I
mean really really fucked
up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love me for all that I am !

I am a lovely wonderful Black woman !!!!! If you are not strong of mind and heart and you can't handle what I have to give then step off and keep the B.S. to your self.
It is time to stop hate'n on us and time to love us for all that we are .